"The Gun"
It brushes by the temple, feels too cold.
Now moving up, it rests within the thatch
of gold. The trigger grips eternity
so tight while I my life could never catch.
Within the circle of a round, a match
for sorrow can be found. I thirst for light
but find I drift. Why sell them in a batch
when one will do to end this blasted night?
I cannot see but have my dream in sight.
Was I not shot from rifled barrel Chance
into this world? Does it not seem all right
and good that I be shot back out again?
Now I can take no more of this cruel fun,
this weeping game and its transparent gun.
"Too Fast"
I work and learn and earn the whole
day through, repay the stalwart soul
with Prizes for forsaken Pride
so much that I no longer cried
nor pleaded with a broken heart
that life should not so like a dart
be pulled to task and then let loose
to fly too fast through death's dread noose
which lies at man's last drop of life
to cut it short with bitter knife.
I simply want a day to rest.
The Jubilee of Devotion by Dermarschall, literature
Literature
The Jubilee of Devotion
"The Jubilee of Devotion"
Unyielding as this home of mine may be,
an orb that twists and buckles so, I see
no light of grandeur, hope, or joy but through
reflection's grace thrown off by love of you.
My perfect moon, my Diana, lacks all
those blemishes of face that I recall
the sky's own moon to bear. So sweetly shines
my love I can, in yet a few short lines,
but falter showing true her constancy,
for she does wane so never. "Gramercy!"
exclaim I at devotions giv'n that I
may hope return from me and light her eye
in full effect of passion's faith. How can
the moon embrace the earth but be embraced
by man?
The rising sun was casting a symphony of purples and crimson over the tiered walls of the stadium; the cheering of the crowd had reached the point it always did, mere background noise. Through it, he could hear every sound made by his opponent, every snort, every step, every drop of blood that hit the dust from it's plethora of minor wounds. It wandered, blinded by bloodlust no doubt, lurking around at the opposite end of the huge arena. The ring's sole other occupant stood stock still, his appearance made heroic by his ceremonial garb. A barbed mulletta spear was held in his right hand, loosely, barbed tip pointed down toward the orange-red
The room is dark, as per usual. I hate unnatural light. It's bad for the soul. I avoid it if I can. The soft glow from the computer screen, however, I see as a necessary evil. I have to write, though. If I don't write, the words will haunt me. Haunt me.
I'm still sitting here, quite alone. The bed is a mess, a tangle of sheets, comforter, and pillow cases. Papers – short stories, novels, poems – cover the light brown carpet almost completely, occasionally punctuated by a shoe or pair of pants. And all of this is bathed in the soft white glow of the computer screen, the moon of my little kingdom here.
Despite the glow, the room is still dark
"Pass Away from Death"
I passed away from Death and vowed
never again to trek his pithy path.
The bleakness there of sun and stars, the gift
of melancholy and the ignorance
of fear inspired all mark the grim signposts
of my conviction - leading me away
from Death's carnivorous and morbid joy.
My track shall wade among those forests where
the cedar sings and willow laughs - my ways
of Life through which I make my course, now fast
upon the heels of love's perfection. Yes,
there will my time so pass, and I never
my Life shall pass on by, I swear.
"Come for Me"
I stare at him and see he knows my name,
it is upon his lengthy list. His lack
of company discriminate - the same
for all - has added me to his ill stack.
He cannot smile, but yet I feel his smirk
abounding - much more so in night than light,
respite for now till his encroaching lurk
makes day unsafe - leaves me no peace to write.
Immortal words and great renown cannot
at all the pressures timed of his dark hands
to halt. I sit and write but this my lot
will not by loving craft stop falling sands.
I name you Death, though you have named nothing
as yet. An aura, dread itself, you bear
and hope from me my selfish
"The Greatest Fear"
I fought with ever-constant will
the disembarkation of stern
reality upon the shores
of fallacy self-built, the bed
where slept by dreams of Truth. As they
could not continue slumbering,
their death so small, so I could lie
no more. To king, to knave, and to
myself was I now forced to show
the flimsy fantasy that was
our past hallucination. Gone
is the restful shelter. Gone is the
injustice paid as peace's price,
the bag of silver for a kiss
of death. So much I fear of this
cold time of righteous reckoning,
for even I may be before
all eyes and ears as wanting judged.
Just a pointless update. I've been gone for a while, but i'm back with some new material, some of which I have allready posted. Thanks to all of you who have given me your thoughts and support, as always I greatly appreciate it!
Time marches ever onward, graduation day is quickly approaching (3 months or so). I can't wait to dive into this new chapter of my life.
A most happy Valentines Day to all of you!
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I just want to thank everyone who i've met on Deviant since I joined here. You have all been wonderfully supportive of my work, and you have all proved to be endless sources of inspiration for me. The talent that I have seen since I joined here continues to blow me away on a regular basis. So here's to all of you! Cheers, and thanks again! :)